Sunday, January 11, 2015

Over Our Heads

Genesis 1:1-5  When God began to create the heavens and the earth— the earth was without shape or form, it was dark over the deep sea, and God’s wind swept over the waters— God said, “Let there be light.” And so light appeared.  God saw how good the light was. God separated the light from the darkness.  God named the light Day and the darkness Night.  There was evening and there was morning: the first day.
Mark 1:4-11   John the Baptist was in the wilderness calling for people to be baptized to show that they were changing their hearts and lives and wanted God to forgive their sins. Everyone in Judea and all the people of Jerusalem went out to the Jordan River and were being baptized by John as they confessed their sins. John wore clothes made of camel’s hair, with a leather belt around his waist. He ate locusts and wild honey. He announced, “One stronger than I am is coming after me. I’m not even worthy to bend over and loosen the strap of his sandals. I baptize you with water, but he will baptize you with the Holy Spirit.”
About that time, Jesus came from Nazareth of Galilee, and John baptized him in the Jordan River. While he was coming up out of the water, Jesus saw heaven splitting open and the Spirit, like a dove, coming down on him. And there was a voice from heaven: “You are my Son, whom I dearly love; in you I find happiness.”
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I want to tell you a true story about a girl named Lucy. She was born in England, early in the 20th century. Soon afterward, her maternal grandmother, who was a Methodist, took her to the Methodist Church to have her baptized. Lucy’s father was a member of the Church of England, which did not then recognize the Methodist Church as being “legitimate,” so he took Lucy to the Anglican Church to be baptized again. But Lucy’s mother had no love for either the Methodist or the Anglican Church. She was a convert to the Salvation Army church, so she took Lucy off to be presented to the Salvation Army version of baptism.
Some years later, the family moved to the United States and joined a Methodist Church in their community. As a teenager, Lucy joined a class to prepare her to become a member of the church. The pastor of this congregation was sort of a renegade and disapproved of the practice of infant baptism, so once again Lucy was asked to present herself for baptism. As the entire class of young men and women were being baptized together, Lucy went along obligingly, now having been baptized four times into the church of Jesus Christ.
Some years later, Lucy married a Southern Baptist. On all the previous occasions Lucy had been baptized, it turns out that none of them had involved full immersion of her body in the water. Lucy submitted to baptism one more time. Thankfully, this was the last. I wonder if there has ever been a person so thoroughly baptized as Lucy.[1]
Every time Lucy was baptized again it was because some earnest person wanted to get it right. The problem is that we all have different ideas about what it means to get it right.  It is not at all surprising that Christians are confused about baptism.
The truth of the matter is when it comes to baptism we are in over our heads – pun intended.
I know, it’s not much of a joke. But I couldn’t resist the line after I came across it in a devotional reading this week.  When we speak of baptism we can’t nail it down, we can’t get it right (whatever that means), we can’t even really explain it.  Because when we speak of baptism we are in over our heads.
At the sermon roundtable this week we found that the texts for today raised more questions than answers – both the Genesis creation story and the story of Jesus’ baptism.  This probably doesn’t surprise you.  You probably have your own questions about these stories.  In Genesis: where did the light come from?  Where did the water come from?  And if we’re asking questions like this then let’s go ahead and ask – where did God come from? 
Was this the first thing that ever happened?  Or was there something, anything, that came before the creation of our world?  Yes, these were the questions we raised at the roundtable this week.  We did not have answers.
And about the gospel story – why was John so special that people paid attention to him?  Why baptism?  Was there a tradition of baptism in Israel that John was participating in? 
And did anyone else see the Holy Spirit swoop down? Did anyone else hear the voice from heaven speak up?  We don’t have answers to most of these questions, although we can say that there was – and still is – a tradition of the ritual bath in some Jewish communities.  Which is what baptism is, essentially – a ritual bath.
There are many questions and few answers, I have to admit.  It is at moments like this I turn to St. Augustine, favorite saint of good Presbyterians, who is famously known to have said, “We are talking about God. What wonder is it that you do not understand? If you do understand, then it is not God.”  Just another way of saying, “Settle down, son – you are in way over your head.”
It is fair enough, then, to wonder why we bother with any of it – if we can’t fully comprehend it.  How responsible is it to dabble in things we don’t understand?  I don’t try to rewire my house.  I don’t improvise explosive devices.  I don’t do exploratory surgery on my friends and family.  I’m sure you don’t do these things either, because it is clear that if we did we would be in way over our heads and a danger to ourselves and others, and yet –
We walk into this sanctuary every week and invoke the power of God with our prayers.  We step up to the communion table and eagerly take the bread and cup, saying to one another, this is the body of Christ, the blood of Christ given for you.  We stand at the baptismal font to splash water and boldly ask the Spirit of God to descend on us and fill us.  Are we crazy?  Do we even have any idea how daring we are?
We might prefer not to think about it, ambivalent as we often are about the faith we have chosen – or, maybe, the faith that has chosen us. 
If we let it, this faith threatens to carry us far into our discomfort zone on a daily basis.  This is the tradition we have taken on when we became a member of the body of Christ, and from some angles it looks just plain messed up.  We are called to act in ways that betray our self-interest – to give sacrificially, to love not just our friends but also our enemies.  We are called to practice disciplines of the faith that rein in our freedom, which we cherish so much.  And we are called to believe in things that we cannot see, cannot prove, cannot even get our heads around. 
So we do things that we hope will make it all less uncomfortable: we create rules and set boundaries, and we occupy ourselves with the minutiae…you know, the things we can control.  All this for the sake of feeling a little more comfortable in the presence of this untamed Spirit – but not only that.  We do it because we want to get it right.  We want to do well.  This is why Lucy had to get baptized so many times, just to make all the people in her life feel satisfied that they had done well.
When the subject of baptism comes up it usually brings up questions – sometimes arguments – about the right way to do it.  Some would say that the only authentic baptism is one that a person chooses for him or herself because faith in Christ is an individual choice.  But others would say that puts way too much emphasis on the individual and not enough on the community of faith and their role in each and every baptism.  The truth is that both dimensions – the individual and the communal – are essential to faith.
So when parents bring a baby to the church to be baptized we are all leaning heavily on the communal aspect.  We are affirming our belief that a child, no matter how young, is a beloved member of the community, a recipient of the promise. 
And when an adult makes a decision to be baptized we are celebrating that personal commitment.  We are still affirming the essential role of community – because we do it here in the church as the body of Christ together – but we are also affirming the necessity for each individual to take steps, to make personal decisions along the way that commit his life to Christ.
If you are wondering which one is right – is infant baptism the right way? Is believer’s baptism the right way?  The answer I offer is yes.  Yes!  Both are right.
I stand in the tradition of Lutheranism (my Lutheran baptism and confirmation) and Presbyterianism (my Presbyterian ordination) when I say that all baptism is good.  Each baptism in the church is valid and sacred and a wonder to behold.  It doesn’t really matter very much how or when we do it because baptism is always a gift to us from God.  It may be a gift you received fresh out of the womb, it may be a gift you received on your first birthday, it may be a gift you didn’t receive until your 60th year.  But no matter when you stepped up, or when you were carried up, to the font (or the pool, or the river) you were simply coming forward to receive a gift that God has been holding out for you from before the time you were born.  Because there was never a time when you were not loved, there was never a time when God did not want you. 




[1]  This story is told in Laurence Stookey’s book, “Baptism: Christ’s Act in the Church.”

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